well its been an interesting week so far. met my girlfriends mother and her husband (her parents divorced when she was ten) for the first time. pretty nervous to start, but they are really nice people, so worked out well. guess i'll meet her father one day soon too..eek!!
work has been a bitch. flat out all day, two nights now i've finished an hour past my log out. yesterday six thirty, today five thirty. its not my ideal job, i plan to get out of info tech and go back to uni. will do bus. and marketing. seems a bit more up my alley + i want to wind up in the music industry in some manner, and this would be a sure path to working for a record co.
left my phone at home today, by the time i got home my girlfriend had sent three texts and left two very distressed voicemails. we've basically got, oh, about 15 hours by my count to confirm a booking on korean airlines to england in december so that she can see her brother and his fiancee (who is an irish lass). she can afford to go, but i'll have to see if i can yet. which leaves me in a bit of a tight spot, but should be ok i think. just depends on whether i can take money out of my term deposit account with short notice. such is life.
odd thing though, i asked her if the tickets would be refundable. only really in the event that one of us might fall ill or otherwise. she got her back up a bit. probably a combination of lack of sleep, stress and that she couldn't contact me all day. ended our second chat tonight very coldly. i'm not the type of person to sit on things so i called her back soon after. the silly girl thought i was asking because, god forbid, i thought we might break up before then so then i'd have an easy exit.
it's only been six months, but by that stage it will be over a year of being together. i'm so in love with her. we talked things through, think she was overreacting a bit to what i said, which i understand. in all honesty i want to marry this girl - when we make it over i'm going to try to get a trip to france in the works and propose in front of THE tower. corny, yes. but when's an opportunity like that going to come along again?
yes i'm crazy. but you should all know that by now.
