I wasn't going to be defensive, because your not wrong... but I don't buy myself expensive stuff, like ever. I got $30 worth of bobble heads for Christmas, nothing for my birthday and nothing for fathers day. I'm the fucking martyr of not getting shit because we don't have any money. We just came off a month and half of me being out of work and pinching every penny... I got my first paycheck and had socked away a few hundred bucks from my last side project and I thought, aw what the hell, I want this watch. Then when I realized we were coming up short this month I immediately went and returned it. I don't think my impulsive spending is the problem here.